BOOYAHH!

NIGAHIGA

2010-04-23T08:21:00.000-07:00

NIGAHIGA IS FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3>

Anyways, i was just reminded to post here.
But unfortunately, life has become rather uneventful.

& I realise I cant stand people with no social skills and people who simply refrain from having a social life.

What has our world come to?
Studies taking over friendships.
How retarded, seriously.
Something I find absolutely impossible to comprehend.
Not to mention, excruciating.
What is going through the minds of these people?

Well, I guess everyone is entitled to their own opinion.
But sheesh, what a weird opinion that is.

And if you happened to wonder, after analysing that chunk of impulsive ramblings, I am the kind who puts my friends first and I stand firm by that.
It's just a shame that people break promises for their own selfish reasons, especially over friendships that are deemed as "important" to them.

Ahwell, I guess everyone has their flaws.

Just Dance

2010-04-16T07:41:00.000-07:00

YAWN.

That pretty much sums up my life.
Oh yeah, and O levels too.
Wow.
Chinese O's are coming :/

Pray.
There is no way I can pass with my own strength.
I know that, and believe that entirely.

Oh and I have come to a decision.
I will numb myself.
And not bother about you.
In my mind, you are now a negigible speck of dust that will blow away eventually.
So I suggest you dont bother either.

Losses & Misses

2010-04-05T08:29:00.000-07:00

Random thought:
Oh my goodness. Justin Bieber songs have the most atrocious lyrics known to mankind.
Seriously, why do people (mainly girls - what a disgrace) go crazy over him?!?!

Okay, whatever.
Everyone's entitled to their own opinion blahblahblahhhhhh, i get it.
I shall go on to better things.
EASTER RETREAT WAS THE BOMBBBBBBB.
Stations of the cross was really meaningful.
And staying up late was fun :)
As usual, retards provided much much much entertainment.
Heee, love all of them!

Anyways, better get back to sec 4 life.
Which means having no life.

Goodbye existance.

SOUL

2010-03-27T10:18:00.000-07:00

COBRA STARSHIP MAY SEEM THRASHY AT CERTAIN TIMES, BUT HONESTLY, NO ONE CAN DENY THEIR IMPECCABLE TALENT FOR MUSIC. GABE SAPORTA IS SIMPLY BRILLIANT AND HIS VOICE COMES CLOSE TO (THE VERY SEXY) ADAM LEVINE. AND OH MY, THEYRE THE SAME AGE! O: AND SADLY BOTH ARE SERIOUSLY TOO OLD FOR ME. SORRY FOR THE CAPS. HYPERNESS OVERLOAD WHEN TALKING ABOUT SEXY PEOPLE. I SERIOUSLY LOVE KISS MY SASS. IT'S LIKE I COULD LISTEN TO IT OVER AND OVER AND NEVER GET TIRED OF HIS VOICE. SAME GOES FOR MAROON 5!

They say that kid he's got…

I’m bringing sassy back,
And everything that you thought you can’t forget
‘cause y’all know nothing but my name.
And I don’t wanna hear
about people I don’t know.
Not you, not him, not her, no.

You only see what I let you see,
Nothing less, nothing more.
What you say is nothing new to me.
Honestly.

They say that kid he's got soul.
I’m everywhere that you go.
And I’ve been there, seen that, and I ain't taking you home.
No-o-o.

Oh. Oh oh oh oh. Oh oh oh oh oh. Oh oh oh oh oh o-oh.
Oh. Oh oh oh oh. Oh oh oh oh oh. O-oh. O-oh. O-oh. O-oh.

And I ain’t gonna lie,
I can be a nasty guy.
So you should probably sit
‘cause yeah my words come kinda quick
and if you don’t get it let me repeat it, just forget what you thought.

Only see what I let you see
over and over again.
What you say is nothing new to me.
Honestly.

They say that kid he's got soul.
I’m everywhere that you go.
And I’ve been there, seen that, and I ain't taking you home.
No-o-o.
But what do they know?
I’m everywhere that you go (and I still got soul.)
And I’ve been there, seen that, and I ain't taking you home.
No-o-o.

Oh. Oh oh oh oh. Oh oh oh oh oh. Oh oh oh oh oh o-oh.
Oh. Oh oh oh oh. Oh oh oh oh oh. O-oh. O-oh. O-oh. O-oh.

(Yeah, yeah. Travis. Here we go!)

They say that kid he's got more soul than Flight Club.
Can’t you tell by the way I use my wall?
Travis stay way cooler than the hand that lose that.
Yeah bite too many times worse than my bark.
Yeah, took a little time but I’m finally here.
Ten years deep just to make things clear.
Now I’m doubled up throwing double B’s in the air.
Go get it off your chest like a tight brassiere.
Don’t regret it.
Just let it.
Give credit.
Don’t sweat it.

You can try but you just can’t stop,
Fangs up.
Cobra style.

Honestly…

They say that kid he's got soul.
I’m everywhere that you go.
And I’ve been there, seen that, and I ain't taking you home.
No-o-o.
But what do they know?
I’m everywhere that you go (and I still got soul.)
And I’ve been there, seen that, and I ain't taking you home.
No-o-o.

I’m everywhere that you go.
And I’ve been there, seen that and I ain't taking you home

<3 KISS MY SASS - COBRA STARSHIP!

Take the pieces of the dreams that you have

2010-03-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

Hey people of the world.

Just wanted to say something before I forgot.
Kind of like a reminder to myself.

I did'nt really see it till today.
How much I miss just talking to you.
And not just talking.
Talking freely, with no boundaries, being able to ramble on and on.
And wanting to talk more and more.
About each other; life; past experiences.
I miss all that.
In fact, with alot of other people as well, not just you.

It's funny how things change overtime.
As if there are different seasons, which alter the climates of our conversations.
I just wish they'd be able to remain constant.
Or at least consistent and substantial.
Maybe my expectations are just too high - once again.

That's the problem with me.
Always thinking of how things could be instead of what they actually are.

My imagination is too wild for me sometimes-.-
Too wild for reality.
I'd better not imagine A1s for Os but actually work hard and put in my utmost effort to be able to deserve what God is going to give me.
And I'm praying, believing and hoping for great things, by the way.

Ohwell.
This was a pretty random post.
Anyways, if you have been reading my posts long enough, you would probably have noticed that I dont talk about redundant things like how my day went, what i ate for breakfast, what shampoo i use and stuff like that. I just pour out what I'm thinking, feeling and sensing in that moment.

In a way, it's like to release emotions and thoughts I guess.
Something I'm rather familiar with.

Well. I have to say it is ultimately true. I am a nostalgic insomniac.

my paper heart will bleed

2010-03-13T00:00:00.000-08:00

hellooooo!

It's been so long since I've posted.
Anyways, check out this awesome cover of Justin Bieber's BABY!
HAHAHAHHAH :)
Actually, I like justin lah, just dont like the R&B stuff in his songs, but honestly, he's talented.
And this cover is really AMAZINGLY GOOD so watch it!!!! :D

Anyways, march holidays now and i think i SERIOUSLY need to STOP SLACKINGGGG.
It's hard.
I'm like sooooo lazyyyyyyy :(((((((
BUT I HAVE TO DO IT!!!!!!

I need some motivation please.

Ugh, sian.
Nowadays, I feel quite loser-ish.
Slacking at home by myself with nothing to do, no one to talk to and no mood to study.
What a life.

On a side note.
I find it difficult to feel happy for you.
Sorry, but I do.

It's been 3 months and I still dont feel like a sec 4.
Wow.
GG

Stimulating Effectively May Involve Sacrifice

2010-02-26T03:51:00.000-08:00

I feel misled.
As if I were cursed with passion.
Seems horrible of me to feel like this in the context of what is currently happening, but i can't help it.
Maybe I was just too complacent, about being able to get it.
However, rest assured I am not wishing for anyone's misfortunes because of the positions you have been given.
I just want to contribute and feel what i felt 2 years ago. Again. Relive the moments.

Not My Will But Yours Be Done.

And I truly want what is best for everyone.
Trust that this is not the right time. Please do.

2010-02-14T09:13:00.000-08:00

JUST REMEMBERED HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS SONG.
AND IT'S APPROPRIATE FOR VALENTINES WHICH WAS RUINED BY CNY.
OHWELL. HOPE YOU LIKE IT ANYWAYS :)

a beautiful maze

2010-02-14T08:56:00.000-08:00

helloooooooo

I think it's about time i spent money and treated myself, hee! :D
YAY :D

Okay, so here's a shopping list whee!
(THANK YOU GOD FOR CHEENA NEW YEAR AND FOR THE BREAK FROM SCHOOL THAT I DESPERATELY NEEDED!)

1. BAG!!!!!! (THE CURRENT ONES ARE CLOSE TO BREAKING D: ! )
2. SHOES! (NEW SNEAKERS AND MAYBE A PAIR OF NEW HEELS :D)
3. CHECKERED SHIRT ;)
4. VEE DAY GIFTS FOR SPECIAL PEEPS :)
5. AND CLOTHES CLOTHES CLOTHES :)

THIS IS A MATERIALISTIC POST.

I shall end of with something not so materialistic.
I cant wait to spend time with people <3
Yay, thank God for time I'll be spending with you guys! :)

HAPPY CNY AND BELATED LOVE DAY TO ALL! <3
LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEEEE!!!!!

im always in over my head

2010-02-08T05:22:00.000-08:00

Lyrics.

Thank God for them.
Beautiful words that can play in my mind all day long.

Amazing how ONE song can mean different things and bring back meaningful moments to each person that listens to it.
Having their own story to tell with similar storylines, similar experiences, similar characters, similar feelings, similar thoughts; but never exactly the same.

They make me open perspectives and can take control of my emotions effortlessly.
I guess you could call me impressionable and naive.

Read My Mind - The Killers

On the corner of main street
Just tryin' to keep it in line
You say you wanna move on and
You say I'm falling behind

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

I never really gave up on
Breakin' out of this two-star town
I got the green light
I got a little fight
I'm gonna turn this thing around

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

The good old days, the honest man;
The restless heart, the Promised Land
A subtle kiss that no one sees;
A broken wrist and a big trapeze

Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind
Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you go, can you read my mind?

It’s funny how you just break down
Waitin' on some sign
I pull up to the front of your driveway
With magic soakin' my spine

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

The teenage queen, the loaded gun;
The drop dead dream, the Chosen One
A southern drawl, a world unseen;
A city wall and a trampoline

Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind
Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you go
Tell me what you find when you read my mind

Slippin’ in my faith until I fall
You never returned that call
Woman, open the door, don't let it sting
I wanna breathe that fire again

She said
I don't mind, if you don't mind
Cause I don't shine if you don't shine

Put your back on me
Put your back on me
Put your back on me

The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun
When you read my mind

:/

2010-02-03T07:06:00.000-08:00

I've realised something.

It's unhealthy to have more than one thing to focus on.
Cause ultimately, you end up having too many things to think about and accomplish nothing due to time wastage speculating on what to do.

And once again, being a middle child has gotten the better of me.
The feeling of being neglected everyday is overwhelming, honestly.

I feel like listening to
1. Stop Crying Your Heart Out - Oasis
2. Back At Your Door - Maroon 5
now.

Emotions are things that can't really be described. Music is, to me, the best way of evoking your emotions to others. So, basically, those 2 songs 'describe' my present mood.

3 more days.

I AM BLESSED BEYOND MEASURE

2010-01-29T06:26:00.000-08:00

hey there.

So bdiv won our first match yay :)
And i can tie a cherry stem into a knot with my mouth heehee ;)

I think this post is going to suck cause I simply dont have the time to structure it and stuff.
Therefore, there are gonna be lots of random things popping out of nowhere in this post, so it's best you're prepared for it in the beginning :D

My gor is going to leave for NS soon.
I'm gonna be a lonely kid.

I am going to continue to work my ass off for hockey basically because my team deserves it.
And when I say "my team" i mean EVERYONE.
EVERYONE includes juniors and people not in the main 20 because truthfully, we are all still part of the team!
I'm so glad to have their support and encouragements :)
They are really great sources of motivation and we all should work hard together, for each other, and for the common goal we strive for!

Yes. We're all so blessed to have coach as well, who really wants the best for us and shares the same passion and desire we do.
I feel really appreciative that he stayed and yeah, we should work hard for him too!

I am also going to continue to prove myself.
To continue improving, continue giving this all I've got.
Nothing but my best and let God do the rest :)

It feels great being close to God and I never want to let go :)
Another reason why we should tell the world about Jesus - That they may share the same joy!
I love being happy. And I feel that with God, I really feel much more worth in my life.
Seeing Him continuously working my life is simply an amazing feeling.

And I know God is faithful and can make all things possible for me!
Trusting & believing. That's what I'm hanging on to :)

OH YES!
Today, there are people I need to thank.
Cause careless me, left my shoebag in school before rushing for NYP training!
But THANK GOD FOR THESE KIND SOULS WHO WERE WILLING TO LEND ME THEIR STUFF :)
Hsin Inn for her socks, Ruth for her shoes and Phoebe & Rachelle for their shindguards! :)
Even though there's like little chance that they'll read this, they should be commended for their good deeds yay! :D

But hey, I'm such a cool person God made, who would'nt wanna read this blog? ;)
Hee!

One more thing, Beatrice Goh did a mean thing today.
It is too mean to be written here.
But actually the incident turned out quite amusing.
I said we'd remember it in 20 years and I hope we do :)

Actually, sitting next to her in class is quite entertaining.
I always know that I'm not the only one who like did'nt do homework HAHAH.
We are so accountable lah, always never do together! :D
Yup. Our conversations are interesting too, most of the time.
Feels like sec 1 all over again!
Wow, how time really flies. And how I treasure all those little moments I've had with everyone.

I love friends. I hope all those I've made will stay with me for life, honestly.
Especially those in hockey, whom I've known for 3, going on 4 years :)
They are really awesome and have been such blessings in my life.
I'm just a blessed person.
These things make me happy, and as I have mentioned earlier, I like being happy :)
It's great to be optimistic.
Let's all stay that way.

Praise You God Of Earth And Sky
How Beautiful Is Your Unfailing Love
Unfailing Love - Chris Tomlin

today

2010-01-21T06:29:00.000-08:00

Wassup.

I think today was a rather interesting day.
Waking up in the morning and praying was the best thing I've done for myself in a long time.
Many weird "annoying" and "misfortunate" events came about today, but i took them without much dread. Like I did'nt feel like how I usually would, had they occured on another day.
So, today is a happy day for me, despite those things :)
And I love God for His great merciful love over me.
Having my saviour in my life 24/7 is the best feeling :)

You should try it some time ;)

just drop those thoughts behind you now!

2010-01-18T06:35:00.000-08:00

Hi.

Just wanted to say that i think it's sad to be forced into something you dont want to do, to feel things you dont want to feel, and stuff like that.
Okay, actually 'sad' is not the appropriate word. But hope you get what I'm trying to say.
It depends on context.

I think I get that alot.
Thinking too deep into things and analysing too much.
Let me just say, I dont analyse homework and look through every single detail on all that boring perfectionist-in-mugger-world stuff, I analyse people.
And not particularly people, but what people think of me.
I'm just so conscious about it sometimes it drives me nuts.

Sometimes I think I care too much. That I hold on to things that I should have let go of ages ago.
But as I said, it's "sad" to be forced into something you dont intend on "doing".
In my case, I always feel things I dont want to when i think too much into what people do/say/act towards me (like their "ulterior motive") , and end up taking their actions towards me way too personally, like I always do.
This sounds like such an emo post but it's like a cheem version of my way of thinking when I look back. Cheem things always sound emo for some reason :/
(Is this even considered cheem?!?!?!)
Some are sad, yes, but not all.

So, the main point is, I should stop being so analytical about what people think of me.
Because what's most important is what God thinks of me.
Yes!

Okay, I think I'm satisfied with this post so goodbye!

say what you wanna say

2010-01-12T09:45:00.000-08:00

Hello.
How was your day.

It's late now and i'm bored with nothing to do. Really.
And i'm not tired enough to go to sleep.
It's so weird that i can find energy at night and start sleeping in school -.-
That bad habit has to come to an end.

Sec 4 life is difficult, and i'm worried cause i feel as if i'm not as hardworking as everyone else.
And can you believe it?
I CANT FIND MY MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM BOOK.
OH MY GOSH. SO SCREWED LAH.
Ugh.

It's barely been 2 weeks and i feel so lethargic already.
I mean, 3 tests on the second week of school is obviously VERY DRAINING.
Not to mention doing all the holiday homework that i did'nt do during the holidays...
I had chinese compo today, and there's a lit test tmr, thursday there's amath test and friday's physics.

I'm reaching home late practically EVERYDAY.
Monday i've got chinese tuition after school.
Tuesday is training and physics tuition after that. (which means i reach home at around 10+)
Wednesday is LEARNING CLUB O.O
Thursday is training.
Friday is also training and i'm thinking of whether i should go for DBS.

Yes, that is my sec 4 life.
And at night comes the studying which probably explains why i'm still awake now.
Midsummer Night's Dream is okay to study lah.
But lit is just plain difficult to score.
Solution? PRAY.

Oh and BDIVISION is really coming soon.
I pray that the people in nationals will be able to play with us :/
And that i can SOMEHOW MAGICALLY DSA to a good JC.
Even though i think there is quite a low possibility of me being able to qualify.
But nevertheless, i will still try.
Since i have no confidence at all in my results getting me anywhere.
So this DSA thing is like my hope of having a better future? HAHAH.
Sounds retarded but yes, getting into a good JC is really important.
Especially in the if-you-dont-have-a-degree-youre-a-loser mindset of Singapore.
Where jobs are given based on how well you do in studies, meaning how well you can memorise things even if you dont understand (cause no one will know) and where there is no emphasis on creativity and individuality whatsoever, in the case of applying for jobs.
Well, at least that's what the impression of being in st nicks has given me.
The school wants the best for us and thus strips us from all of that "nonsense" and "rubbish" while drilling us into being the perfect students. Where we mug all day and night. Awesome.

And even though i have already been placed there for 9 (going on to 10) years of my life and have gotten used to all the conformity it has to offer, i still refuse to be moulded into a mugger with no life.
Maybe it's best i turn into one this year?
I have no idea.
But working hard also does not necessarily mean having no life.
So i shall try to strike a balance.
Study hard, play hard.
That's me.
Not st nicks.

Okay, in the midst of all this, let's just remember that sometimes we need to go through difficult times in order to be moulded into better people. I did not learn this from school even though they TRY to instill these values into us, and have talked to us about it with analogies and stories, but i have to say that values really cant be taught or impressed upon us through theory.
Yup. That's just my opinion.

But yes, My God's love for me is too steadfast to be weak and to let me take the easy road.
We need to struggle and suffer in order to reach certain heights.
And even if we lose strength along the way, His power is made perfect in weakness.

That's all i feel like typing for today.
This blog is quite good to help me de-stress and focus on my goals eh? Cool...

Goodnight.

MAYBE THAT SOMEONE'S ME

2010-01-11T04:44:00.000-08:00

TRAILER FOR DEAR JOHN.

IT LOOKS SO COOL AND SWEET AND ROMANTIC!
AND CHANNING TATUMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

GONNA WATCH THIS WITH OLIVIA SOON :D

but for now, it's off to amath.

bye! :)

2010-01-09T01:27:00.001-08:00

Hello. Sorry the blog is like super dead but of course it is, im sec 4.
Wow.
Big shocker.

And now everyone seems so stressed out and working sooooooo hard except for me.
Like i cant bring myself to even do an hour of math!?!?!
ARGH.
Something's wrong with me, like i dont have a "mugger" button to turn on like everyone else.
I'm just too darn lazy.

Okay, this is not helping so i think i shall just go and try studying now.

Oh yeah, and yesterday night was awesome :)
Thanks to all who came.
Really enjoyed it alot and im sure everyone did too :)
So yeah, let's continue striving together, encouraging each other and building His kingdom!

Goodbye now :)

2010-01-02T02:40:00.000-08:00

this is so shit. i havnt updated here for so long.
i have done nothing study-related this holiday simply because it's a holiday.
and now that 2010 has crept into my life i am starting to feel screwed.
but take comfort.
what has done cannot be undone.
and i'll always have my pillar of strength and support.

happy new year to all.

<3 e-sean!

i love you, UNITY! :D

2009-11-14T05:34:00.000-08:00

wheehoo :)

went out with olivia today to look for mackie's present! :D
hahah, fun as always. Went to Orchard ION. it is big and has a cool craft shop/bookstore :)
bought nice and pretty paper to make cards for CHRISTMAS! :D yay, cant wait!

yup. & i feel the need to SOCIALISE this holiday :D
okay, fine, when do i NOT?
but it's very important okay!
like spending time with friends you love - the best thing ever, am i not wrong? :)

but what i really need to blog about is UNITY :D
yessssssss, my awesome class! :D

it's true.
wendy is leaving us :(

but you know, to the ppl from my class reading (i think the number will probably be single digits? HAHAH! i dont know, there's no tagboard so maybe if you DO read this and you ARE a unitybabe then you can tell me on msn or fb or sms? AHAHAH :D) :
everything that is about to happen to us is all part of God's plan. Sometimes things that we dont understand happen, but we'll all still be together and that's what i really thank God for. Giving me an awesome class in the first place!
So, in the long run i think we just have to stick together and keep the UNITY SPIRIT alive! I mean, even if we hate the teacher, we can BOND and be against him/her? HAHAH! i dont really know.
All i know is that there's O lvls next year, we're moving to a shit holding site, and we're most likely changing form teacher.
What will keep us happy? What's gonna keep us together? Who will encourage us and push us to move on when the going gets tough?
WE'RE GONNA HAVE EACH OTHER! :) DONT EVER FORGET THAT MY DEARS. ALL OF US ARE IN 3UNITY09 FOR A REASON. OUR BONDS CANNOT BREAK BECAUSE OF THIS - IT WILL NOT! Let's stay united no matter who we get and more importantly, STAY POSITIVE.

and on a side note, UNITY is by far the best class i've ever had. ever. so, to all the unitybabes THANK YOU! :) I've had a great year with all you guys and i love you with all my heart! :)

and another thing i need to blog about too.

GOD IS GOOD.

I still cannot comprehend how well-planned it all was. And it all started from a bad intention. I'm really just lost for words when i think about it. The more i think about it, how much he has worked in each of us through that small 10 minutes of our lives. Simply amazing. How great you are, How small I am, How awesome is your mighty hand. It is definitely NOT pure coincidence. I feel blessed :)

UNITY; Let's take those moments & make them last forever.

ALAMAK.

2009-11-10T05:00:00.000-08:00

dangit.

I THINK I AM ADDICTED TO BEN 10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay, sounds stupid lah, but it's a really cool show!
i havnt done any homeworkkkkkkkkkk, ARGH.

what is the point of giving us holidays if we cant enjoy it to the maximum?
so annoying.
holidays in singapore are a joke.
but practically everyone knows that-.-

i cant stand it!
i am soooooooooo not good at facing facts :(
i always think of how things COULD be and not what they really are.
like how i think my holidays COULD last forever, imagine that to be what it really is, and so i end up wasting them away watching BEN 10 (even though i love it now)
and many many other things have turned out this way but i think they are better left unsaid.

it's something i need to shake off!
SHAKE IT OFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well okay, we all know it doesnt work that easy.
but yeah.

sorry Ben 10, but reality calls :(
ugh.
& why cant peter pan and neverland just be REAL??????????
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((
then i'll never be sad!
cause neverland's where i'll never grow up and never have to face all the realities of life.

& you know what? i even know how to get there.
second star to the right and straight on till morning!!

oh gosh.
i watch wayyyyyyyyyyy too much teevee D:

and yes, i often wish that i'll wake up everyday to another christmas.
why do teevee shows always have to make reality seem so easy? D:

i cant think of another title

2009-11-06T19:30:00.000-08:00

hi.

actually, i dont have anything to blog about.
my saturdays are usually just lazing around the house and mostly junk food (or rather biscuits - which are healthier compared to stuff like chips) in front of the TV.

and BEN 10 IS A COOL SHOW!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD
i just watched it just now :)
HAHAH!
well, it's quite a pity that spongebob is kinda losing its edge :/
so sad. the old episodes are like a million times funnier!
the new ones (after stephen hillenburg left i think) are like getting annoying for some reason.
it's so different!
i mean, i know spongebob is like nonsense-based but in a funny and entertaining way. BUT, the new shows are full of un-funny nonsense which just makes you feel like changing the channel. what a pity, since spongebob has probably captured and shaped the hearts and minds of ~~millions~~ billions of individuals around the world!
oh poop.

nickelodeon is still cool lah.
JIMMY NEUTRON is cool.
but only funnaye cause of SHEEN, obviously :D
but still,
i dont really have a favourite cartoon, i just like wasting my time on them :)

boybands♥!

2009-10-26T10:14:00.000-07:00

i really cant get over my obsession of music
and, obviously, who wants to get over such an awesome obsession?!?!?!

okay, so on the bus i was listening to my ipod and so many boyband songs started playing and reminded me of just how much i love them, and how i love the feeling i get when i listen to their songs!
there's just something about boybands that make you love them.
i dont know what it is, but aint it great? :D

so, let's talk about boybands :)
saying that i only listen to them would be a complete lie.
but saying i dont listen to them would be an even bigger lie.

yes, i LOVE boybands.
the pop stuff, the fact that every song they have is about girls, the harmonies, I LOVE IT!
but, yknow, i think with music, im just way too diverse.

i mean, i love boyband pop but i listen to many things that are NOT pop too.
keane, BLG, the killers, simple plan, maroon 5, FTSK, AAR, yellowcard, cobra starship, we the kings, linkin park, fall out boy, dashboard, greenday, all time low, goo goo dolls, and so much more!
so which do we classify as boybands?
i dont really know.

but i just made this post cause i love how music can express so many things!
anddddddd my favourite kind of songs are love songs cause they can be sooo sweeeeeeet and i-will-marry-anyone-who-sings-this-song-to-me-cause-its-just-too-romantic at times, and yet so heart-breaking, tear-your-eyes-out-and-cry-for-hours for others.
well, i think any smart guy who wants to impress a girl or some crazy love shit like that should go and buy himself a guitar and go for some vocal lessons.
LOL! the idea sounds retarded but cool :D

and i just remembered that stacey yuen like imagined what her boyfriend would look like after looking through a magazine that featured guy clothing?!?!?!?!
omgosh, damn funny can! :D
and stacey, youre so obsessed with muscles! cant believe you were like staring at the muscular person at pepper lunch! LOLLLLLLLL!
and i find it so weird that you imagined what your future boyfriend would be wearing!
AHHAAHAHAHAHHAHAH :D
well, i just always imagined a special moment in my life would be if someone played me a song.
doesnt have to sound nice, and i dont even have to like the person cause i'll be touched either way.
but yknow, it's just a special imaginary moment. teehee :D
doesnt mean i'll fall in love with anyone who can play the guitar! AHAHAHAH!

anyways, im going to listen to my ipod and sleep.
goodnight goodnight goodnight goodnight goodnight goodnight goodnight goodnight goodnight,
hope that things work out all right!

(go listen to the song Goodnight Goodnight by Maroon 5! <3 )

YNWA!

2009-10-26T09:18:00.000-07:00

heyloooooooo.
im just updating for the sake of it i think.
today was rubbish.
like totally waste time!
oh but lemme blog bout ytd cause it was fun! :D

becky came to my house after church like before others came for my sister's birthday party :D
actually, we had nothing to do so we watched ANTM on youtube LOL :D
yeah, amanda came later and we played scrabble!
goodness, we sucked at it!
HAHAHAH!

i think amanda has weird things that go through her head sometimes LOL!
like sometimes she has these (very rare) moments of witty-ness
and at other times she's like the most blur and slow person ever
HAHAH!
it's quite entertaining, really.
figuring out how her mind works :D

anyways, im quite excited about holidays and just spending time with them :)
YAY!

and i think im in a happy mood posting now cause im thinking about the LIVERPOOL match that night! :D
i hate man u.
seriously.
when someone tells me they support man u its like an immediate bad impression of them, sadly.
hahah!
and stacey and i have vowed never ever ever ever to get a guy that supports man u!
HAHAH! super funny, but it's like so true!
confirm got alot of problems lor HAHAH!
anyways, they did it without steven gerrard which is awesomexzx!
we are back in the title race baby!
and i love the statement my bro put on his msn before the match:
"people forget we're the cameback kings of europe"
LFC FOREVER!

FERNANDO is now the top-scorer, where he belongs, as the best striker EVER!
and 6 points away from chelsea!
WE CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yeahhhhh!
3 UNITY, THE MOST AWESOMEST CLASS EVER, GOT THE AIRCON CLASSROOM FOR EXTRA LESSONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how awesome is our class! :D

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM GONNA BRING JACKET EVERYDAY! wheeeeeeeeee!~

okay, off to see if there is something to snack on in my fridge :D
gooodbye!

again&again.

2009-10-20T08:25:00.000-07:00

feel kind of down and annoyed today.
and like everyone is letting me down but im really just putting my bar too high.
i give.
i want something to take.
but well, that's selfish right?

just need to learn to love.
it's easier said than done.

anyways, i just love this song.
and i love KEANE for writing it, producing it, singing it, performing it, whatever.
it's such a beautiful song!
that makes alot of sense.
but i think, actually, it's okay if you dont get the song or dont like it.
cause i like being different anyways.

AGAIN AND AGAIN by KEANE!

Was it all in real time or was it just in my mind?
Was I just a ghost passing through you
Clinging to the wreckage, till I got the message?
Hanging at the edge of the room

Give me something that's real
Give me half of your bitterest pill
Something from under the surface you actually feel

We say these words again and again
But they still sound the same
It was in your eyes, in your eyes
They were just easy lies

The little words are heavy and promises are easy
And no one's ever happy or sad for very long
Well just because I said it, it doesn't mean I meant it
I guess that was the way all along

I'm just shaping the sound
I'm just turning the syllables round
Dipping my toe in the water and watching you drown

We say these words again and again
But they still sound the same
It was in my eyes, in my eyes
They were just easy lies

And we've been a long time waiting
And it's been a lifetime in the making

We said "When you are alone and afraid
I will come to your aid"
Well was it just a dream, just a dream?
Because it was real to me

We say these words again and again
But they still sound the same
We say these words again and again
And again and again

<3

ahhhhhhhhhhh, depressed.
i hate being the middle child.
i hate it so.
shit the internet for knowing everything.
shit you, internet!

Middle children will sometimes...
-misbehave to get attention
-go with the flow
-work as little as possible
-be less parent-dependent then their siblings
-become the 'loner' of the family, not participate in family events unless told to.
-play the peacemaker
-be more likely to go to a friend for advice than a parent
-be very creative

In short its where the older child gets all the awards, the younger gets all the love, and the middle gets nothing.

i miss you!♥

2009-10-19T04:38:00.000-07:00

Now here's a post on the things i miss.

I MISS :

Last november-december holidays (this is too vague)

Longgggg talks on the phone with church buddies

Sleepovers with my SPECIAL AWESOME COOL FABULOUS BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL pwincesshysss!!!!

Sleepovers with olivia! :D

Denise's WII (but we played that not too long ago ;D)

That sleepover we had at denise's house

Playing boggle with macksterrrrrrrr

Long bus rides where the ipod is not my only friend

Retarded things stacey and beat and me say and do especially sec 2 at amk hub NTUC ;D (AHAHAHAHAHAH!)

Rollerblading with pwincesshys and ted and chris at ECP!

Breakfast-ing with becky (even though that was just once)

Lunch-ing with amanda the cutesy and our funnaye conversations

Becky and esther's house where we did spastic stuff as well (teehee!)

AUSTRALIA! with the chans which was so cool with all the kangaroos and stuff (not to mention, the stupiddd but funny things they are capable of doing)

Ikea

My cousins in Canada :)

My cool uncles in CHINA and errr, canada i think :D

Taking walks and enjoying sceneries (like that day at the BBQ :))

Practising our dance for church camp in our hotel rooms (heee, amanda and i needed extra practice cause we were of the same standard!)

Going "whoo-pah!" at those dance rehearsals (credits go to roy)

Watching badminton and playing cards again during church camp

Blasting music and singing at the top of our lungs in our hotel room! (i will never forget this - raquel and i were freaking drunk!)

Playing LOVE STORY with esther and skipper and bubbles during BBC!

Block catching with churchies

Playing SSM with churchies cause it's freaking fun and funny! (chillax to those who dont like the game cause to us, it's just imaginary)

Watching people do dares for truth or dare ;D

Prata at 3am

The time me and ted and chris sat in the middle of the large field of grass outside church

The time i had Ben&Jerry's with CHRISTEL!

Writing stuff in the sand on the beach with olivia (this was the best!)

Screaming in front of the teevee while watching american idol

Baking on valentine's

Baking with our DG group

And again calling people on the phone and knowing that theyre gonna answer and gonna talk to you and keep you company for whatever reason you have

but most of all,
I MISS YOU!

& there are alot more things i did not list btw.
Bottom line is, i love being with all of you guys and im blessed to have all of you as friends!

this isnt like a super long list but i just hope that the holidays will be well spent with all these people that make me really happy :D
(even if youre not on the list cause as i said, there's lots more and it's like probably never-ending!)

i love people.
people make me smile.

as you can see, im the kind of person that NEEDS company.
and i dont think i'll last a minute being the last person on earth cause that would mean that all of you will be non-existant!

Hey you, you are special! :)

just thought this would be appropriate for the nice post :D

Psalm 139:14 (New International Version)
"I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well."

the blog died

2009-10-19T04:31:00.000-07:00

hey.
as you can see, the blog has died.
due to eoys.

anyways, holidays now! HOORAY! :D
stayed at home today.
boringgggggg.

yup. there's nothing to do today
but still, thanks to STUDY GROUP for making my holidays super fun like for the past week! :D
and yeah, i've had tons of fun,
watching 3D meatballs, sakae-ing and karaoke-ing!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOO! 3 UNITY ROCKS MY SOCKS!
seriously :)
our class is the bomb!
we lose like winners, and i love that!
i love screaming at the top of my lungs with everyone screaming with me!
we kick butt :D

okay, im thinking of bowling tmr :)
we'll see.
goodbye people.

REVIVING THE BLOG!

2009-09-28T05:03:00.000-07:00

heylooooooooo.

havnt posted here for very very long.
anywaysssssss.

EOYS ARE HERE!
CHINESE TMR!
EVERYONE PLEASE START PRAYING! :D

today english okay lah.

well, better get back to mugging.

but before i go,
just wanna say
FERNANDO TORRES FTW!

can you believe it?
33 goals in 34 starts at Anfield for Liverpool's number 9!

this boy has got it going on :)
<3!

HEY GUYS!

2009-09-14T06:03:00.000-07:00

D:
the heading is supposed to be ironically happy
so dont get the wrong idea, i am not happy.
well, not for now.

ughhhhhhhhhh.
i feel guilty.
gosh, i feel so guilty!
ARGH. WHY.
i feel guilty for something i didnt even know i was doing!
mannnnnnn.

i need to learn how to NOT dramatize all my problems.
they are not that bad.
seriously!
it's not your fault cause you obviously did not know!
but whattheshit.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.........

and i dont even know if it's real or not!
ahhhhhhhh.
sorry this may seem like complete crap to you.
man, things are so complicated.

i am a failure in having _____ that are ____!
how do these things get so complicated?!?!?!?!
ugh.

i want to rewind.
rewindddddddddddddddddddddd.
gosh, i was just fine UNTIL i had to know!
but if i could rewind that will be great.
please rewind with me.

goodbye.

and guess what!
IM SO DEAD FOR EOYS!

teacher get eye sore after seeing my paper :)
good luck to you teacher!

ENFP. ugh.

2009-09-05T04:28:00.001-07:00

the internet knows me too well.

my personality type - ENFP.
"They can't bear to miss out on what is going on around them; they must experience, first hand, all the significant social events that affect our lives."
- The Portrait of the Champion Idealist (Keirsey)

"Friends are what life is about to ENFPs, moreso even than the other NFs. They hold up their end of the relationship, sometimes being victimized by less caring individuals. ENFPs are energized by being around people. Some have real difficulty being alone, especially on a regular basis."
- ENFP Profile (TypeLogic)

problems i will face. gosh this is the worst. how do they know all this stuff??

as a child:
In their quest to be liked, ENFP children are hypersensitive to the criticism of others, especially playmates. With a tendency to personalize everything, they are easily crushed by a harsh remark, so that their trademark phrase could be: "Everyone is so mean to me!"

other stuff:
Most of the weaker characteristics found in ENFPs are due to their dominant Extraverted Intuition overshadowing the personality to the extent that they don’t apply judgement to anything. Or, they may use their primary judging function (Introverted Feeling) to support the agenda of Extraverted Intuition, i.e. to rationalize and support the idea of welcoming all experiences and accepting all individuals. In such cases, an ENFP may show some or all of the following weaknesses in varying degree:

·May be what many would call a “sucker”; vulnerable to schemers and con artists.

·May get themselves into dangerous situations because they’re too eager to push the envelope of their understanding, and not willing to apply judgement to anything.

·May feel intense anger towards people who criticize them or try to control them. But will be unable to express the anger. Left unexpressed, the anger may fester and simmer and become destructive.

·May blame their problems on other people, using logic and ration to defend themselves against the world.

·May develop strong negative judgements that are difficult to unseed against people who they perceive have been oppressive to them.

·May start projects but be unable to finish them.

my weaknesses
-ENFP will typically overlook more logical solutions
-ENFP may take the situation extremely personally
-ENFP may not see the details of the situation
-ENFP may begin by talking all around the central problem
-ENFPs are likely to decide too quickly because of the pain
-ENFP will probably discount, ignore, disregard, and overlook solutions that are logic-centered
-ENFP may overstate, embellish, the degree of hurt feelings
-ENFPs may ignore the situation if it hurts too much
-ENFPs may not state their thinking directly, in details thus can be difficult to follow

man, it can be such a chore sometimes...

i do not like the cone of shame

2009-09-03T20:18:00.000-07:00

i think my math results are retarded.

TERM 1:
Amath - C6
Emath - C6

TERM 2:
Amath - C6
Emath - A1

TERM 3:
Amath - A1
Emath - C5

so i have no idea whether im actually good at math or not.
same goes with all the other subjects D:
whateverrrrrrrrrr.

im quite happy cause i improved :)
only emath and combined humans deprove so im gonna work on those!

and yes, im not in school today cause school is annoyinggggggg.

yup and for all sec 3 hockers pleaseeeeeeeee reply me ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks :D

____________________________________________________________________
updated at 12.43pm.

I LOVE BANDS WITH MALE SINGERS.

BOYS LIKE GIRLS!
KEANE!
SIMPLE PLAN!
MAROON 5!
BACKSTREET!
FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS!
ALL AMERICAN REJECTS!
YELLOWCARD!
WE THE KINGS!
LINKIN PARK!
GREENDAY!
FALL OUT BOY!
GOO GOO DOLLS!
GOOD CHARLOTTE!
ALL TIME LOW!
CASH CASH!
WESTLIFE!
BUSTED!
THE KILLERS!
LIFEHOUSE!
MAYDAY!
MCFLY!
3 DOORS DOWN!
METRO STATION!
AUGUSTANA!
COLDPLAY!
DASHBOARD!
OASIS!
BEATLES!
COBRA STARSHIP!
MCR!
AVENGED SEVENFOLD!
WHITE TIE AFFAIR!
THE SCRIPT!
SWITCHFOOT!
PLAIN WHITE T'S!
AND MORE :)

HEY MONDAY AND PARAMORE ARE PROBABLY THE ONLY OTHER BANDS THAT I LIKE WITHOUT MALE SINGERS.

anyways.
the internet is so entertaining.
i just found this.
it's super hilarious.

WORST FEMALE ARTISTS:
1) Pink
“I just don’t like her songs.”
“Worst lyrics ever, horrid song writer, and she’s fugly. Yuck.”
“She can’t sing... She can strip...”
5.3%

2) Paris Hilton
“since when is she a singer... or pretty?”
5.2%

3) Britney Spears
“Britney Spears is horrible -- the only reason she makes money is because of entertainment factor with the magazines.”
“H A T E H E R ! !”
5.2%

4) Madonna
“overrated exhibitionist looks like a man in drag”
“She makes me sick”
“She got by while she was young by showing her body, she’s too old to get away with it now, crap voice.”
5.1%

5) Jessica Simpson
5%

6) Ashlee Simpson
“She shouldn’t be on this list because she is NOT and artist. SHE IS NOTHING!”
5%

7) Courtney Love
5%

8) Miley Cyrus
“yes she suxx”
“She is everywhere! Why?! Stay on Disney!”
“I still have a head ache”
5%

9) Marie Picasso
“please, people hardly know her and how come she tops some of the lists in the website? no way in hell.”
“LOL @ her! It’s a joke that she has her name on some of the lists in the site! Talentless freak!”
“Yuck!”
5%

10) Lil Kim
“Does she have a mirror in her bathroom? Seriously!”
5%

11) Sarah Brightman
“She is the worst, period!”
“She Sucks! And overrated too!”
“She’s annoying and full of herself. Looks like a freak of nature on those PBS specials. YUCK!”
4.9%

12) Sheryn Regis
4.8%

13) Lindsay Lohan
4.8%

14) Mariah Carey
“Thank you to those of you who really appreciate good music and to those who recognize truly BAD music, like everything she does.”
“Oh My God, shes so trashy, and shes SO overrated... her music sucks, its all about sex and money and boyfriends... SAVE ME”
“always sucked what does this say about our world’s mindset?”
4.8%

15) Shania Twain
4.7%

16) Jennifer Lopez
“sucks! ”
“jennifer lopez is not a singer. she is just a wannabe. she should stick with acting.”
4.7%

17) Hillary Duff
“Not exactly one of my favorite lists. But Hillary Duff is my choice.”
“Worst one. point blank. chick performed her whole c. d at the be bash.”
3.9%

18) Whitney Houston
“freakin drug addict.”
3.4%

19) Ann Wilson
“OMG someone please help Ann Wilson. She was once a great singer what happened to her. She can’t hit the notes like she used to. It so painful to hear her now.”
“Ann Wilson is one of the worst singers that I’ve ever seen”
2.3%

20) Christina Aguilera
“Britney is much better. Xtina copying her all the time”
“FAKE ARTIST EVER...”
“UGLIEST SINGER EVER!”
0.9%

21) Janet Jackson
“she’s beautiful but she can’t sing!”
0.8%

22) Celine Dion
“Poor Celine she tries hard”
0.8%

23) Sarah Geronimo
“Extremely OVERRATED. Her voice is average and she over sings all the time. And she looks like an elf. Ugly.”
0.7%

24) Mylene Farmer
0.6%

25) Nelly Furtado
0.4%

26) Rihanna
“She’s boring!”
“She looks bored whenever she performs, and has a nasally voice with no passion behind it. What a disgrace”
“nasally... baby voiced”
0.3%

27) Beyonce
“The end of destiny’s child should have been the end of beyonce’s career too!”
“she can sing a little but overated because she is light skin and got a body and no talent not creative enough. She needs Missy Elliott.”
“ALL SHE DO IS SWING HER WEAVE AROUND AND SCREAM. SHE CANNOT SING! THE OTHER 2 IN DESTINEY CHILD CAN SING BUT HER ASS PLEASE!”
0.2%

28) Nancy Wilson
0.2%

29) Kylie Minogue
“she can’t sing and her music sucks. She is trying to be her younger sister ’ Dannii". Dannii is the only real Minogue”
0.1%

30) Lady GaGa
“Her face looks like a pile of s**t, and she sings like a cross between Gwen Stefani and a cow giving birth.”
"Disgusting!"
0.1%

ugh

2009-08-31T05:52:00.000-07:00

WHY AM I NOT STUDYING!?!?!?!?!?!
GO AND STUDY NOW!
YES NOW!
GOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ugh.

happy teachers' day.

mathhhhhhhhhhh. die!!!!

2009-08-21T20:13:00.000-07:00

argh.
math homework is so annoying!

17) E-Sean:
- Emaths: 7, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21
- Amaths: 1, 2, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 11, 12, 13, 14 (2), 17, 18, 19, 20, 22, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31

WHAT THE HECK!

lifesaver: keane!

2009-08-21T08:26:00.000-07:00

giwevgfoqfgtr

i love keane!♥
their music rocks my socks :D

oh man! it's like one of the best albums of all time!
WHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM GETTING EXCITED NOW :D
teehee :D

anyways, this week is like super ORDINARY.
quite sad.

i dunno how im gonna cope for eoys D: ARGH.
need to go bishan library to mug everyday with mag and beat during september hols. heh. we did that last year.

well, so far the results i've been getting back for term 3 (the slips of paper they give you to sign) are like OKAY lah...
only emath got big problem :(
stupid coordinate geometry pulled the whole term's marks down D:
but wahbiang, i think my lit and ss geog will be the worst!!

oh poo, i think im mentally prepared for that already. although, im quite confident that i've improved this term (which is my aim) as long as i can get A1 for chem and possibly an A2 for physics? hmmm.....

the cool part of today:
today BEFORE hockey was cool.
stacey was forced to bring a guitar to school (heehee! :D)
yeah, so before hockey we were all singing a screwed up version of thunder!
and even though the guitar didnt sound nice(wonder what rubbish that person was playing...), i think it was just the fact that everyone was singing that was so heart-warming :)
we should seriously do more of these cool stuffs together!
more karaokes and more guitar-playing plus singing stuff :D
i dont mind opening my house after eoys :)
we can play instruments, sing and have loads of fun! whoohoo!
-end of cool moment-

yup. and today i told mackie and olivia about well, my worries.
worries that worry me :(
but i guess it isnt entirely up to me.
just keep doing whatever im doing and try to improve.

speaking of improvements in life,
im quite happy that my reverse hits are improving so i will just continue to train those.
and from now on i need to bring 'home recess' on tuesdays and thursdays (?)
yeah, so we can train during recess.

did i ever mention this?
i hate it when im hungry.
like seriously hungry.
sometimes, when i dont eat, i will feel like super WEAK and frail.
and when i do stuff, it's as if all the energy is drained from me.
AND, my stomach will have this super grouchy feeling.
sometimes, cause i feel weak, my hands get shaky too D:
no wonder today chem SPA i cannot pour the hydrochloric acid into the measuring cylinder properly! my hand was super shaky lah.... yeah, cause i was hungry.

anyways, this whole post has had no structure to it at all.
just blab out whatever comes to my mind.

GO AND LISTEN TO KEANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE PERFECT SYMMETRY ALBUM♥!
~whoosh! just remembering it makes me want to go listen again!:D
heheheheh :)

off to my ipod!

without you is how i disappear

2009-08-17T08:54:00.000-07:00

currently emo-ing and mcr-ing.
sorry if the emo-ness bothers you

To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight this dark night,
A séance down below.
There're things that I have done,
You never should ever know!

And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me,
Tell me if it's so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows

That without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore.
I'm just a ghost,
So I can't hurt you anymore,
So I can't hurt you anymore.

And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go, f***!
So, you can, well now so, you can
I'm so far away from you.
Well now so, you can.

And without you is how I disappear,
And without you is how I disappear,
Whoa whoa... (And without you is how I disappear)
Whoa whoa... (And without you... is how, is how, is how...)
Forever, forever now!

This Is How I Disappear - My Chemical Romance

i have company :)

2009-08-16T07:49:00.000-07:00

the weirdest convo we've ever had! hahah :D
and we've had like loads of convos.
okay, fine. ONE of the weirdest.
the weirdest one was still in sec 2 when we had more time for weird things :)
hahah!

anyways, it's funny so enjoy reading :)
and i have a feeling stacey is not gonna like seeing this... ohwell!

e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
anyways
i will never get a guy who supports man u
!!!!
i dont think my dad will approve
HAHAH!
Stacey. says:
YES, ugh.
HAHAHAH
he won't promise the guy your hand in marriage, awww
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
whatever
also dont want his hand
full of man u grossness
oh and man u is leading now
ARGH!
Stacey. says:
yes i know
ugh
HEE i hate man u the most, then chelsea!

blahblahblah. talking about how rooney looks like a fat elf which is a known fact...
so, CONTINUE! :D

Stacey. says:
HAH, anyway, i'm going to do lit project now!
so can't talk!
byeeee, see you tomorrow!
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
eh isit the psycho path thing??
Stacey. says:
i'll wear my new bra, gosh how exciting
YES
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
new bra????
HAHAH!
exciting??????
ROFLMAO!
okay then erm, have a good what-is-left-of-the-day
Stacey. says:
YES exciting!
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
o.O
Stacey. says:
hahahh thanks
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
later itchy then how?
Stacey. says:
wait let me tell you about my new bra!
no it's very comfy
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
-.-
Stacey. says:
i bought like 2
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
HAHAH
this is weird
Stacey. says:
one is orangey-pinky with grey and the other is mostly blue and purple!
and it's all made of the cooling material
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
OMG MATCH YOUR SHOES
Stacey. says:
OMGOSH YES
WHOOOOOOOO
SO HAPPY
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
cooling material?!?!?!
Stacey. says:
YES
COOLING MATERIAL
THE COOL COOLING KIND!
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
o.O
isit ex?
Stacey. says:
GOT OFFER!
GOSH THIS IS THE BEST PART
at first it was like 59.90 for one
then NOW,
IT'S LIKE 59.90 FOR 2
AND THE 3RD ONE IS $10!
YAYYYY
my sis took the 3rd one btw
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
ohhh
Stacey. says:
okay whatever why am i so full of crap O:
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
hahah! you always are!
omgosh so weird! weird bras from weird places!
Stacey. says:
it's damn cool!
OKAY
I'M GOING TO NOT PROCRASTINATE
OR BE DISTRACTED
GOODBYE!
HAVE FUN!
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
hahah sorry
bye!
Stacey. says:
OH IT'S OKAY, LET'S ALL PRAY THAT MAN U WILL LOSE
BYEEEE
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
byebye

anyways, just now i started talking to random ppl on MSN to keep myself from dying of boredem. also cause need to ask some ppl stuffs...
and this was the most interesting convo so here you go! :D

MICHAEL OWEN = JUDAS!

2009-08-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

uy4slrukfg9o8bygto8u7o

today was the CIP thingo.
quite fun lah going around asking people for donations, but also quite tiring...

and i really really think that im gonna die doing all the damn math homework!!!!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! DDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

argh.
i have absolutely no one to share my pain with.
to share anything with.
cause we're all too dammit busy mugging like shitzxzxzxxz!
ARGH!
it annoys me so.
how people put aside friendships and basic communication with one another for BOOKS!

yes. if you know me well enough, i HAVE to be with people.
i would be the least likely to survive being the last person on earth.
i mean, hello? i dont even like taking public transport by myself!

okay, this is stupid.

But i really pray for company.
cause im the kind of person who needs it.
you may not need it, but i think i do.

so i cant stand shitty people like YOU who blow of your friends for no good reason at all!
yes, THAT THANG is not a good reason.
and you know what? you're probably not going to read this cause you dont actually CARE about your friends anymore!
so everyone reading this, i am not talking about you!
okay sorry, im just so pissed.
ARGH!

AND ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!
LOSE, MAN U, LOSE!
if you are a man u fan, there's nothing personal but I HATE YOU!
i will never NEVER EVER get a guy who is a man u fan. EVER!

fake puberty ):

2009-08-11T03:45:00.000-07:00

having sore throat is the worst! D:
gahhhhhhhhhh!
yeah lah, fake puberty cause it seriously feel like my voice is breaking :/

ive drunk like more than 1 litre of water for the past hour!
and the back of my throat still has this gross acid-y feeling. BLEAGH.

anyways. dinner.
goodbye!

FOR HIS GLORY!

2009-08-07T05:54:00.000-07:00

hey guys.
i have quite mixed emotions now.

overall, i think that the 'feedback session' thing was really productive so yay!
and well, i think facing the giants was a really good way to end the whole thing too :)
like in the movie, i feel that there were some things we could relate to and that's great!

well, i have some things that i kind of want to sound out. (yes, i do like to comment and give my opinions on many things)
cause after all that i got thinking lah, basically.

actually our team really consists of very very friendly and nice people which i am grateful for.
and we may have our differences but i think this feedback session kind of helped us be aware of how our actions can affect others around us negatively and just give us that choice of whether we cared enough for the team to change ourselves for the benefit of Bdiv 2010.

okay, another thing. im quite glad that the thing about me "trying" to take another position came up cause i've been talking about it to mackie the other day and yeah, i agree with yall that i guess i should stay at my position cause what i said to mackie was that even though now i dont really feel that comfortable in my position cause i am always like going up during trainings (apologies) i should just stick to right back cause we are all fighting for spots in the team and i should just fight for my initial position and not try to take someone else's cause that would not be right.
so guys, please remind me to stay at the backs k?
really sorry if you guys felt annoyed about it cause i really dont intend on 'stealing' anyone's positions.

another thing i would like to apologise about is for being bossy when we were playing matches.
well, im naturally competetive and my way of communicating during the match is well, by shouting cause i feel that if someone is'nt doing something or maybe forgets to do something during the match, you should tell them. yeah, hope you guys understand. im really not angry when i shout, but it's just my way of trying to improve our game i guess.

yup. and i have some other stuff to say as well.
hmmm, well, i kind of agree to most of the things that were like 'said' about me.
yes, i know, i'm kind of self-centred and like things my way and well, maybe im like an attention seeker or something?
so now im thinking that that shouldnt be the case lah.
not for me. i dont want to be the cause of any unhappiness in our team.
so please pray for me. to learn, to grow, to be a better person, to be a better christian, to be a better witness for God.

well, im just so so thankful we had the thing today.
like everyone knows how everyone feels now.
and i know im going to put my very best for the team cause you guys are so worth it.
we'll encourage each other all the way yup? :)
and well, we all have our flaws but together we can help improve each other!
which is what i really really want.

yes, thank God for this day cause i think it will really have a good impact on the team as a whole.
appreciate the feedback guys!
will try to be less shitty!

SN HOCKEY BDIV 2010 im there for a reason.
Thank you God.

i used to be love drunk (yeah right)

2009-07-31T05:42:00.000-07:00

hello!
MTV-ing now. KATY PERRY <3!
WAKING UP IN VEGAS :D
she rocks!

well anyways.
i feel quite bad for the juniors.
they lost their semis D:
but it's really no point talking about 'what if's now.
just concentrate on kicking ____ ____'s ass! whoohoo! (cannot say the horrible name here. this is the internet people!)

seeing them play bring back memories, actually.
yknow when i HAD some skill in me.
i really hate it okay!
im so freaking lousy nowwwwwwwwww DDDDDDDD:
like seriously.
today was NYP training and i was like CLUELESS.
i have no idea what's wrong but i've just lost it.
cant play anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeee! ARGH.
reallyreally need to work harder if not i have completely NO CLUE where im going to end up D:
talked about it with mackster on the bus.
so saddddddddddd D:
i always have sad talks on the bus lor.
LOL!
mostly with either stacey or mackie.

OMYGOSH! BOYS LIKE GIRLS IS GOING TO MALAYSIA!!!! WHAT THE HECK!
WHY DONT THEY COME HERE AH?!?!?!?! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!
oh i LOVE their new single :)
it's called Love Drunk! go listen to it!!
it's kind of like a typical boys like girls song but i really dont mind cause i love all of their songs :)
i was addicted to their album for like the longesttttttttttt time ever!
so i really cant wait for the next one! :D
their lyrics are all so meaningful!
i really dont know how they come up with such nice songs :)

okay anyways. really hope our juniors give their all for the last match!!!!
we need to get back at ____ ____!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yesyes.
they can do it, and i know they will!

okay this is quite dumb cause i dont think any of them even know i have a blog (?) LOL.
ohwell.
i dont really care if people know about this place or not.
they probably have better things to do anyways.
and like, no matter how few tags there are it doesnt matter right?
cause at least if im like bored or feel distressed or somthing, i can come back to this place.
not like the internet is very secretive and makes me feel a whole lot better or anything but i just like expressing myself.
well, people who know me should get it cause i am quite emotional/expressive.
so yes. you've figured it out.
the internet is my ranting sanctuary!
where i come to rant!

hope you have enjoyed my rants (?)

FERNANDO TORRES!

2009-07-24T07:02:00.000-07:00

cant wait to see him tmr!

words cant describe how cool and awesome Fernando Torres is.

so, here are some pics and vids! :D

The way he plays amazes me. the way he scores. world-class.

if this were an essay, i would get a straight F9

2009-07-24T06:12:00.001-07:00

oh my.
it's been only 8 posts and the blog is like already so dead D:
lol.

-

i just deleted a whole chunk of crap that didnt make sense.
ohwells.

today was quite "D:"
like the whole day.
i want my chem test backkkkkkkkkkkkk!
it cant be as screwed as my geog and if it is, im gonna be so upset D:

today training at NYP.
quite okay lah.
but i realised that i forgot how to do alot of things already and that i am COMPLETELY UNFIT.
i have lost ALL of my muscles! (not that i had alot to begin with D:)
AND NAPFA IS ON TUESDAY!
God please help me.

oh mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
I HATE SEC 3!!!!!!!!!

okay youknowhat.
im just sick and tired of the stupid school.
yeahyeah. you've probably heard this coming from my mouth countless times but im just so SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED.

i've worn the blue uniform FOREVER.
my whole life!
and when youre in st nicks, you have no life.
so, i have no life!
never had one!
&i hate the fact that their trying to squeeze out every drop of individuality right out of us!

we are robots! wow.
we are st nicks robots!
~~whoohoo!~~ beepboop! (ok this is the lamest thing ever)

iwgfp2omnwqklhxeuow

i am going to deal with my problems the mature way.

i am now going to my room to blast music till my eardrums bleed.
yes. BLAST means OUT LOUD.
and bleeding of eardrums means VERY LOUD.

sorry if i disturb you mackie. LOL.
i've never mentioned this before, but i love having a friend you can shout across to :)
AND it like only takes 5 minutes to walk to her house :)
AND we are in the same school :)
AND we are in the same cca :)
awesomeeeeeeeeeee!

&guesswhat.
I AM GOING TO HUNT FOR FERNANDO TORRES TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM SO EXCITED I COULD JUST FAINT. SERIOUSLY.
I WANT HIS AUTOGRAPHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant even believe im in the exact same country as him now.

ohmy.
im in singapore.
now fernando torres is SOMEWHERE on this island, which suddenly makes singapore like a billion times coolerrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS COOL.
SO WORTH MISSING HILLSONG CONCERT WHICH I DONT EVEN HAVE A TICKET FOR :D

oh yeah. one more thing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE TAN!♥
(though i doubt you'll see this!)

okay. it's good to think about happier things :)
though im still going off to blast music.

have a nice life. have a nice school. cause school = life.
hope it's better than mine!

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

ps. i realise im easily freaked out by people who behave weirdly. not do 'weird stuff' but like just do things that are well......... not ordinary. okay this probably doesnt make any sense!! ARGH.

pps. PAUL! I DONT HAVE POKEMON CARTRIDGE!

ppps. i dont get people who visit blogs without leaving a tag, so, TAG!
yesyes. i value your opinions.

PEACE OUT!!♥

rants.

2009-07-16T07:58:00.000-07:00

yoxz people of the world!

hahah. today's physics test was okay :D like 1000 times better than that maths test can!
argh. i didnt really study for lit today cause like seriously, how to study?!?!
it's like just know the points of the characters then ok already right?

man, ok. i shouldnt be so slack at this point if time.
WHY? cause practically NO ONE IS!
while everyone is like off mugging and getting their grades/not mugging but still getting their grades, i'm here slacking but unfortunately not getting any results at all.

i feel very ~~r3fhdswnf[0w2~~ ugh-nnoyed cause im just not a mugger kind of person but i still need to mug, so isnt it like going against my nature or smth (?!?!)

okay lah. but st nicks is annoying.
cause once you start slacking everyone just chiongs ahead of you. and right now im like super lag can!
im like this louya pok donkey trying to catch up with all the cheetahs in a very scary jungle D:

and the 'o' level chinese oral got me quite worried (to those who got it hard, trust me. my standards are wayyyyy lower so in my eyes you guys were great :D)
cause my chinese is like worse than a p1 lah! so how am i gonna last through an entire 10 minutes talking in cheeem chinese words?!?!?!

i cant do it to save my life!
i cant even do it for food! (and by the way, im really hungry now but then again, when am i ever not hungry?)

yup so basically i need to work harder!!!!!!!!!! like really really really really need to stop wasting my life away.
my life is going to revolve around studies and CCA after the week ends.
this is my life. dang.

D:

another bad thing. MARTHA THE CHINGY KA-CHING-STER posted the unglam photos!!!!!!!!!!!!! gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

man. it's a pity i'm entertaining. sometimes.
cause when youre entertaining,
it's more difficult to take away the fun out of life.
i like that sentence. it is officially MINE. THOUGHT BY ME. anyone who uses it must gimme ka-ching!! (MONEY! I DONT WANT MARTHA!!!!)
cause yknow, when youre entertaining you create your own sources of entertainment so like everywhere you go there's distractions. and i am naturally drawn to distractions cause im just that entertaining. D:

goodbye.

ps. ugh-noyyed is also thought by me so dont use it!!!!

help!

2009-07-14T08:03:00.000-07:00

i suck at working hard D:

moonwalks and late night talks;

2009-07-13T08:47:00.001-07:00

hello :)

this is going to be so typical of me but GRAH! I NEED TO STUDY HARDER AND STOP SLACKING MY BUTT OFF! bleagh. sdfuo8wq32gwdjkbaspckf!!!!

okay. yeah. i failed my emath. and i love log cause it saved my butt :)
neeeeeed to study physics!
i am in remedial! whoohoo. rejoice.

oh and i got the new GREENDAY ceedee! wheehoo :D
shared with my gor but the ceedee doesnt exactly rock. it's like a typical greenday ceedee where only a few songs are VERY NICE and the rest are all rubbish. but whatever! still glad we got it :D

this week is like gonna be super uneventful cause there's still no CCA cause of the flying piggies, which is like both good and bad. but bad cause i need to train by myself cause i still have NAPFA! bleagh.

okay. since this post is so super boring and you are probably tearing your eyes out now from boredem, i'm going to youtube to find a cool song for you to listen to! hoorah! :D

HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW - HEY MONDAY! :DDDDDDDDD

I LOVE HEY MONDAY! :D
the lead singer is super good.
unlike *cough cough* miley cyrus the super over-rated person *cough cough*

TAGGGGG REPLIES! :]

KYM: HEY!! YAY, green rocks :D whoosh! we have good taste :D

XINYI: thanks :D

PAUL: yozx! yupyup. LINKIN PARK IS AWESOME:D i think it was sec 1/2 for you and p5/p6 for me!! LOL :D oh yeah. LINKIN PARK > miley cyrus. like duh!

TAGBOARD REPLIES!

2009-07-10T06:48:00.000-07:00

HX: what you mean by tag me on fb???

MARYANNE: okok :)

SINBING: yup thanks! i link you later too :D

OLIVIA: delete already lah! :D hahah. except the pink part. but really SINCE WHEN?!?!?!?!

XINLING: okay! eh my bro can lend you the yearbook!!!! LMAO!:D it's 08 one. we'll look through it during lit one day k? ;D

ERICA: kay thanks :D

YUENXZ: thankyouthankyou. how was oral?:)

2009-07-10T06:27:00.000-07:00

olivia, i deleted the thingo already. be happy :D although this still amuses me:
"6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
PINK. i dont know why but i suddenly love it."
since when ?!?!?!?!
LOLLLLLLLLL!

okay. anyways.
I COMPLETELY SCREWED UP MATHS TEST OKAY. OMGOSH. RAHHHHHHHH. I PITY MISS ROCKY CAUSE SHE NEED TO LOOK AT MY SUPER UGLY PAPER. THEN AFTER THAT SHE NEED TO GO SEE EYE DOCTOR! AHHHHHHHHHH! WAHBIANG. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! CONFIRM FAIL. OKAY. THIS IS CALLED MENTAL PREPARATION.
IM GONNA FAILLLLLLLLL!

this is so depressing D:

tongue-tied and overloaded

2009-07-08T05:59:00.000-07:00

hello people of the world with no lives :)

maths test tmr! bleagh.

-i deleted the thingy. too bad to those who didnt read earlier.-

This was when we were sec one and had absolutely all the time in the world but just didnt know it :/ so sad lah. now it's like we all have no life.

sigh. today was uneventful once again.
went to run cause NAPFA is week 4! ugh, why did i have to get injured then?!?!?!!!!!!
i'd much rather run with the whole class lor -.-

wellllllll, need to go study MATHS!
got test tmr so jiayou to everyone! :D

movies: one, twenty-one guns<3

2009-07-06T00:59:00.000-07:00

GREENDAY! 21 GUNS FROM THE TRANSFORMERS 2 SOUNDTRACK!!!!!!!!!!
ALONG WITH LINKIN PARK'S "NEW DIVIDE" WHOOSH!!!!
YAY! I LOVE LINKIN PARK AND GREENDAY TTM :D

me and my bro thinking of buying greenday's new album. :)

and stacey!! we have to learn the new divide song so we can do the parts :D
HAHAH! singing linkin park songs make you feel cooler cause of all the raps!
i dont get how i can memorise every single word of songs but cant remember anything i learn like in school.
tough nuts to MOE. we have become robots.

CLICK THE ABOVE PLAY BUTTON.

E-SEAN LOVES TRANSFORMERS 2!!!!!!!!!!!
GO WATCH IT!!!!!!!!! GO GO GO GOOOOOOOOO :DDDDDDDDDD
but it's a thousand times better if you've watched the first one too i think :D

ohoh! watched chronicles of narnia (prince caspian) yesterday on star movies!
ITS A COOL SHOW TOO :D
WHOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY! I LIKE EDMUND IN THIS MOVIE :DDDDDDDDDDD

okay.gotta go clean my room now and do homework -.-
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

so why dont we go somewhere only we know;

2009-07-04T00:55:00.000-07:00

hello! decided to create a new blog! hoorah! :D

anyways,
the song i am listening to now. awesome song. not new, but yet so awesome.

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me?
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute
why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know

if the lyrics are wrong it's the internet's fault :D teehee.

yeah, and it's Somewhere Only We Know by Keane! :D